A close Game and a good Game.

We had a sports exchange today. And this year it was our turn to host the exchange. However we lost.

My team, (I play football, or Soccer if your American) lost 5-4. But while we are both the 1st teams for our schools, the other guys were are a cut above anybody else in our grade, so we're quite proud that we managed to hold them to 5-4. And that we scored that many goals against a team that good.

But anyway, my quest to prove to my parents that I'm responsible enough to go to my Girlfriends Ball hasn't been going to well. Mostly because I spent ages on the computer trying to finish an ICT assignment and apparently thats a bad thing. Also because they want me to get up early, but the alarm wasn't going off. Turns out I set it for 7:20PM. As opposed to 7:20 AM, when I wanted to get up. This is also a bad thing. But for more obvious reasons.

Well anyhow I've decided that I really need to branch out on this blog. I can't just bitch about how I might be going to the ball. Hell I don't even want to go, I just want to spend time with her. That and she said that she wanted to go but she didn't want to go by herself or with her friends. I want to make her happy. And sometimes that means giving up on some things, like not doing something. I'm not even sure if that makes sense. No wait, I'm giving up on my opinion to make her happy. There I think that makes sense. I want to make her happy, I just wish I didn't have to go to a ball.

I feel awkward in those situations. I don't like meeting new people. I like the people I know right now. I like the places I go. Why should I strike out and explore? I'm not looking for anything special. I believe I have mild Neophobia. At least I think it's Neophobia. Thats fear of new things. And if it's not Neophobia thats the fear of new things I'm sorry I mislead you.

I'm out for now. Might post again later. Seya