But in all honesty I really don't want to. I've never got a job before except for with my uncle and I actually just showed up at work one day with my brother. I feel like it will make me seem really foolish walking up to somebody in a store and saying, "Hey can I have a job?" But on the other hand it also is a real strain on my mother having me mope around the house. I got mocked by someone asking if I needed someone to hold my hand but in all honesty that would probably help. Ideally someone would find me a job, but nobody is going to do that for me. People talk about going man mode and I have no problems whatsoever putting myself into situations where I may be physically hurt. But I can be socially inept and stamina has always been a problem of mine.
I'm steadily writing again because it gets me out of job hunting. Im sad.
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