I've had altogether to much time to avoid thinking about everything.

I've had enough of avoiding problems. I'm becoming blunter. I just don't give a shit any more. And I'd rather other people did as well. If you have a problem, then say you have a problem and we work it out. No beating around the bush. But the most frustrating thing about dealing with people are the people who look down on you for holding an opinion different to your own. And you know that nothing you say will ever make a difference to them, they have their ideas and if you don't agree then you don't matter. I mean does believing in God and Evolution make me a worse person? If you say that one precludes the other then I would point you to the schools of thought that are labelled as theistic evolution. Essentially meaning that while there are not seven literal days of creation God was not entirely divorced from the creation process as classic evolutions propose. Now I have not taken anything from the Bible. I have merely made it an allegory for events on a much larger scale. However in spite of this some people would openly condemn me for holding this view. Compare this to revelation, no one in my religion would say that it's actually going to happen, so they accept that allegory but dismiss this one out of hand. I don't understand people. I really don't.