Today I got told I don't post much

It was heartening to know that Tania still looks for posts. But I've just been to busy. In between earning money, playing games, writing, schoolwork. It's almost like I haven't had time for feelings at all. But that is of course a lie. You cannot turn off your feelings any more than you can turn off the sun. Probably a bad metaphor because the sun does go down and science tells us that one day the sun will go out, so by my metaphor feelings will eventually disappear. And if you've seen equilibrium that isn't exactly a nice picture.

So I'm doing my English research project on H.G Wells. One of the Godfather's of Science Fiction. Being a genre close to my heart I love Wells' work but not just because it's science fiction. I don't like bad books just because they're Science Fiction. I like Wells' work because his characters are both believable and extremist. I don't know if people agree with me and I don't necessarily care. You don't like H.G Wells, oh well. He isn't for everyone. The way people like movies that others don't. All about personal freedoms and choices. Something that appears to be lacking from life in general these days. I still have personal freedom and choices but the timer on those choices is running low.

I told Micheal I needed some time to clear my head. And don't worry it's nothing serious. Just to many thoughts rushing around. I just needed some time to sort though them. I over think things, there are worse things that could be wrong with me. But while it doesn't affect me physically it can be a little crippling mentally. It's like being stuck, unable to move, but because you can't stop thinking.

Gee thanks Tania and Horowai . Now I want to watch Cardcaptor Sakura. Yes I am a mild anime nerd. And good news all round, my Splinter Cell Conviction has started working again. Now if only I could get a girlfriend. I'm just kidding I don't need one of them. At least it doesn't feel like it yet. Maybe later when I'm not sitting in my house doing educational and cleaning stuff.