Dammit Inkscape, why can't I make things as awesome as I wanted.

It turns out i'm not as adept at Inkscape as I first thought. Inkscape is a drawing program in layman's terms. It's also incredibly frustrating at times. Mostly because I can't make a square do what I want it to do. Words cannot describe how pissed off I am right now. Work you piece of coding which I don't understand! Oh well I'll just print it and draw in whatever changes I need. Wait, I suck at drawing. I'm RUINED. But I'll get over it.

That's something I've noticed in the world. People (Me included) act like every little thing is the biggest thing is the thing thats going to shape our lives. I hate change. Except when it's good, but mostly I hate change. If I could live the same day over and over again without realizing it I probably would. Not because I enjoy it, but because I don't despise it. Sure it may be important at the time but is it really that bad. We get by with words of a consoling tone but inside we're saying "Please hurry up, It's not that bad and I have something I need to do." Very few people actually care about what happens to you. Be careful who you trust.

Wait, back away for a minute. Back away, organize your thoughts.
We live in a free country, but our lives are mapped out. We get a job, get married, maybe un-happily. Pay the bills. All day every day. Now tell yourself your free. Someday's you just have to break free, and some days you just want to slide deeper into routine, to watch your life slide by without any incident.

"I got so sick of being on my own, now the devil won't leave me alone." But just because some days we want to break out doesn't mean we don't want something to come back to. And remember that one day the place you broke out to may follow you home. And maybe refuse to leave.

Maybe I'm assuming to much. It's hard to take a 16 year old spouting philosophy seriously. I live a simple life, I go to school, I wish I could see my girlfriend more, I have friends who I see every weekday. Just sometimes I wish it was simpler, and sometimes I wish it was more exciting by miles.

I need some time to think.
I'm Out. Seya.