Whereabouts Unknown

There was a time when I was obsessed with computer games. Some would argue I still am. But I'm not as bad as I used to be. In fact, back then I thought about nothing but beating a game on the hardest difficulty. No matter what. At least now I think about what I have to do. Oh well. But seriously Computer games are really quite fun. They help me unwind. Along with music and movies they're what I fill most of my time with. Sure I probably should do my homework more often. But sometimes when I'm just about to start my homework someone (usually parents) comes and tells me to do my homework. It just completely demoralizes you. Just like when you go to do a job and then you get told to do it. It's like "Oh, I was going to do this to be nice to you, but now it just looks like I'm doing it because you told me to. You've turned my nice gesture into a grudging compliance. And it really pisses me off. But there's nothing I can do about it.

Love, Selfish Love.
To be honest I think love is selfish, and blind, and beautiful.
It's selfish because you begin to care only about that person. Everybody else's needs become nothing and you become completely focused on that person's needs even at the Expense of your own.
It's blind because you begin to blot out that person's bad qualities. You begin to see them as perfect and never stop to think about how everyone depends on criticism. About how if they're criticized by the person you love the most then you'll take it to heart and change for the better. But what if your partner is blind to your faults.
And love is beautiful. Because you sacrifice everything to make them happy, because they are perfect in your eyes, because one look can tell them a thousand words. And one look can show you that there's something about them that you will never understand but you'll always love anyway.

Your whereabouts unknown please now you can come home.
I watch my imagination sore to amazing heights, coming up with spectacular ideas and containing worlds in my own little head. But sometimes it goes places I don't understand. Sometimes it's whereabouts are unknown. And sometimes that's where the most fantastic stuff happens. When you have no idea where it's going just that you need to hang on for dear life because that one idea is the best you've ever heard.

Just some food for thought, nothing structured.
Maybe it'll be more coherent next time.

I'm Out. Seya.