Not everything goes the way we wish it could. And we don't always want to face the truth even when it stares us in the face. My friend recently broke up with his girlfriend. And he seems a little moody. He gets angrier easier and sometimes he doesn't seem to have a mood at all. I want to help but I think maybe I should stay out of this. Maybe he doesn't even acknowledge he has been like this, or that he might have a problem at all. Anyway I think i'll just stick to my usual plan. If I don't know for sure I can help then I stay out. Chances are that I'd just piss him off.
Anyway today in class (as opposed to doing my work) I gave some thought to the way I live my life. And I figured something out. I live life at it's smallest constantly waiting for something larger than life to come and hit me in the face. I'm not exactly sure how often I've been hit by something Larger than Life but I don't imagine that it has been very often. Nor do imagine that it will be very often. But while I live life at it's smallest I have a friend who lives life at its largest. She lives life by the day and loves it. Sometimes I envy her but not everybody has her energy, drive, or ability. I certainly don't. So even if I tried to live life like her I think i'd crash and burn sooner or later.
But it does bare thinking. Why do I live life at it's smallest? Why shouldn't I make a big deal out of some little things. I make big things out of things certainly. My girlfriend is coming for a visit and I can't stop thinking about it and her. By why couldn't I make something like getting a good grade a big something. Something for me to work on I suppose.
Well that's all for now.
I'm Out. Seya.
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