I feel like beating the crap out of someone.

And I hate it. I was never violent before. Hell I've never even been in a proper fight. Actually that is a lie, I have been in a proper fight and it's nothing like the movies. It consisted of the other guy trying to stop my arms from getting the leverage to swing. Which decidedly didn't end well for him. Turns out I was a heavy child. But I ,as nearly always, digress. I hate going through my days thinking of ways to provoke people into hitting me, just so I can hit them back. So I distance myself, to try and preserve friendships and not hurt people with the things I say.

I had alcohol last night. Turns out the punch (PUNCH HAHA. As in fighting, I'm so stupid) had rum in it, a reasonable amount of rum. I of course didn't find out until after the party. (Yeah I went to a person I know's mum's fiftieth. Consider yourself filled in) Still I only had two or three glasses of the stuff which didn't have any noticeable difference to my cognitive ability. I didn't notice anything and I could still remember everything I did. So twenty dollars still up for grabs. But I did dance.

Now I'm sure all of you know of my small foible of not wanting to dance in public. But at this party, I knew most of the people there, It was music that you couldn't help but dance to, there were very pretty girls there, and my ginger friend was drunk, and drunk people dancing. Very funny. Plus I got to show off my Cossack dancing, which is a skill that isn't able to be utilized very often.

Now the chief difference between this and any of the balls I've been to (Or could have been to, which would be more accurate) is that the amount of people was a lot smaller, the music was good, and what are you supposed to do when a drunk ginger tells you to dance. That's not to say that those balls didn't have pretty girls or good music. But the good music would have been few and far between and all the pretty girls... well lets just say I wasn't looking at the time.

I feel as if I'm over explaining this. But fuck it, I shall explain it because I hate it when people take the wrong idea from what I say.

Pretty girls. Why do most of the pretty girls have to be ditz'? Notice I said most. This is to avoid putting my foot in my mouth. Which I have to practice more. Ditz' or sluts or consider themselves so far above me. So in most cases all the pretty girls can't measure to you, or refuse to be. I think that song lyric was poorly used. And I agree with myself. All in all poorly conceived and executed. But it stays because I like that song.