than anything I could bring myself to do to you. But sometimes that doesn't matter. Because sometimes the worst thing you could do to me is have me wonder. Sometimes people want to know so badly that even if it's the answer they never want to hear, they can bare that, as long as they get the answer.
I'm not saying that the answer doesn't hurt. And I can't say that making them say it is satisfying. But sometimes you will kill yourself wanting to know. So much so that the pain you feel in the knowing is far outweighed in the time that you spend wondering.
And sometimes you get the answer you wanted just not in the way you expect. It happens a lot these days.
I feel better knowing I merited it at one point rather than never at all. Even if that point isn't in front of me.
I worry a lot. It's in my nature. But for now I don't have to worry about putting food on the table and feeding people and whether or not I'll make it through the week. I just have to worry about my computer not letting me play games. Which as it turns out has let me exercise my imagination better. Hence my big story concept.
That's my advice to you Micheal. Try not gaming for a day, a week. Don't just sit there in front of the computer. I felt better when I couldn't use it. I don't mean to sound new age preachy that computers are bad and steal your souls. Just try to use it less. For games at least.
And also. The Dark Knight is one long-ass film.
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