It looks bad. That's why it will probably never happen. People really don't care about the story around it. They just care about the look of it. Humans are a sight based race. That's why people care about pictures and reading. So sometimes I like to close my eyes and just listen to the world. Sometimes you have to just forget about what you see and try to understand what lies beneath.
Today I'm at Massey University with my brother. We're going to Wanganui after this to spend the weekend with some friends. I spent the night at Micheal's the night before last. I didn't sleep at all. My Parents think that I got a few hours but I didn't get any. We didn't talk much. We didn't have a lot to talk about. And he was rendered mute by Portal 2. I downloaded some anime, I've gotten addicted to anime's really easily.
This post has taken me close to two hours so far. Yay for Massey internet and distracting myself with Elephant quest. It's a flash game and It's not that hard to figure it out. Your an elephant on a quest.
Urgh this is so weird. I don't know how I feel at the moment. It's annoying. I try to write how I feel and a lot of conflicting emotions show up. Sometimes It's regret, sometimes it's sorrow, sometimes it's contentment, sometimes its yearning, sometimes its discontent, sometimes it's happiness. I don't know what to make of it. I've never felt like this before.
Devil May Cry. It looks like a great game and I need to fall into something again. It take me away and I don't need to think beyond slaying devils.
But then maybe this is a wake up call. I need to think of something to do. How to fix this conflicting emotions thing. Besides it's exams soon.
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