Here we stand.

Poised on the edge of all oblivion, but will we jump? Here we stand, but do we fall here? Here we stand but will we back down?

No idea what that was for. But I wrote it myself for no reason so I'm posting it for no reason.  I enjoy being impulsive. But lately I haven't. No wait. I still enjoy being impulsive but I don't seem to be being all that impulsive recently. I'm just tired. But schools out. A blessing and a curse. Blessing because I can sleep in and stay up late and game and stuff. Curse because I don't get to see her. That's right more stupid hints, or rather references to the girl I like. My blog has become scattered with them. And It's my blog so I do what I want.

Not much else to say. Bought "Devil May Cry 4"

"The needs of the many outweigh the needs of the one." But if there is one thing this world has taught me is that some people don't believe in that anymore or ever did. I've started a visual verbal diary. Unfortunately as the scanner is broken you don't get to see the result of that. Maybe one day. When I get a better scanner. Or rather one that works.

One of the exchange students is moving away this weekend apparently. It's sad. He was awesome. He's the friend who bought me "Devil May Cry 4" on Steam. The awesomeness that is Steam. It's a very useful platform.

I've never been able to say "I slept through that" before. And now I have. I slept through a conversation about how the year tens at my school have become slutty and are all dating seniors. I'm not sure of the inflection on that sentence. Because it could be taken that the years tens have become slutty and that is why they are dating seniors. Or that they have become slutty by dating seniors. Or that the two are completely independent. That they are slutty as a general rule and now they are dating seniors.

I'm a very odd individual. I can't take serious things serious unless I have a vested interest in the situation. And I over think the very small things. And I have also forgotten what I was going to say. I'm brilliant like that. I have again been briefly tempted to just blurt out the girl I like. I'm sure that would satisfy some people. (If they actually read this)

I like my board shorts. This is amazing because I spent most of last summer in pants. I never really was a shorts guy. I only ever wore the sports shorts because otherwise I couldn't play. I need more pairs. I'm going to wear the few I do have into non-existence.

"Gogo sillyhat profile Pictures". It feels good to not take anything seriously. It's been tiring trying to focus about exams and be serious. Sometimes I wish my life was a video game. Not a silly one like the Sims. But something where I'm the hero and I get to save the world. At least then I'd know for sure what I was doing. Not to mention Games these days have awesome mechanics, like Nero's devil bringer from Devil May Cry 4. Or the Nano suit from Crysis. But that's assuming I'd be the hero in those worlds. But that's what my imagination is good for.

Even in games the world is seeming to beat things down. We were playing Urban Terror. A pretty cool game. But some asshole decides to ramp up the wave re spawn times for our team. So his can just spawn kill us to death. It pisses me off, I expect some dicking around. I mean on the internet you have to and LAN's not that much different. But seriously. That level of play?

I'm just tired and pissed off. I'm downloading a puzzle game. That might do me good. Stop me from just pissing around trying to do combos on Devil May Cry 4. It might actually excersise my brain. But I want to play with somebody else and Micheal has been distracted by his new Game. The Killing Floor. It's about zombies. Fun Fun.

I suppose that's enough for tonight.

In the name of the Emperor, Finish this!