Friday, 11 November 2011

My minds made up.

I will tell her after exams. That seems to be the best decision right now. I don't want to sit on it any more but I don't want to distract me or her. But that's assuming that it would actually distract her.

I over think things.

I don't download singular songs. I think it's messy. But if you look at my play count then you will find one song that gets listened to more than the others. I suppose that's just normal. Everyone gets attached to a song. Except in most cases it's from the top forty.

I heard somewhere that If you fall asleep thinking about someone they will dream of you. It's just something to give solace to a lovesick fool. But I can't help wishing it were true for a moment. Then you think. They's dream about you every night and then it might get crowded when other people dream about them. So while all fine in romantic theory it's impractical in reality. Like so many of those romantic throw away's.

Sometimes I wonder. If you tell yourself something over and over will it come true? Not like "the clouds are green". Because that's physical. But something more along the lines of say a crush. If you tell yourself that your in love, will you start to feel that way? And if you tell somebody else something enough will they start to feel it? It might be true for some people. It worked on me once. I think.

I've covered my friend houses that I visit now. I only visit Saunders, Micheal with any regularity. And occasionally the MacKay's and Tamara. And between the last two days I've been to them all.

None of my top 5 chat contacts are here. They have all mysteriously disappeared to wherever they are right now. Which is not Facebook. I want to cuddle someone romantically. Which I think I've said on here before. Yep it was quite recently.

Well nothing else to say.

In the name of the Emperor, finish this!

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