I posted but the internet stopped it taking.

So here I am again. Steadfastly ignoring the drafts folder where the old blog was. Some aspects of the entry will come through in this entry but I'm okay with that.

I got dumped. There's still a part of me that wants to curl up and cry but... well I haven't subdued it. It's still there whining away inside my head. I'm still not exactly sure what I'm doing. I know that life seems a great deal more lucid now. And I'm still not sure if I want to curl up and cry. What good would it do? I personally think I'm dealing with this admirably.

I've started writing on my arm now. Only the left one. Mostly song lyrics and literal Latin. (Nice bit of alliteration there, I'm sure that my English teacher will be proud.) Some pictures and some homework. It's actually marvelously useful a note system that is always there. All i have to do is roll up my sleeves and hey presto whatever I had to remember. I would recommend it but it takes a very reliable pen. So if you have a reliable pen by all means write on your arms. I've found a character I like on league and we have the last competition game of our soccer season next week. Exams on the week after next and then I have no idea what to do. I mean as far as I can tell the only thing stopping me from breaking down is my immense workload. It's function or be crushed. Plus I'm still sick. On the bright side I think that I might have a new band to listen to. It's called Steel Train and I listened to it a bit. It sounds kind of like Fun. a band I really like so here's hoping.

But here's a thought. I introduced my ex to Panic! At the Disco. A well known band. At least I think I did. So what's going to happen to that? She is a music junkie so logic suggests she's just going to keep it around. That's something I could do with my time. Learn an instrument. I always wanted to play the song, "All in" by Lifehouse. So I suppose I could do that. It's either do something or go insane. I pick the former. I'm far to fond of myself to go insane or go emo.

I need a new pair of headphones. I also need to start earning money. I have no idea what career I want to be in. I don't know what my plans are out of High School. So I need money. The crux of man. Everybody loves it because of what it makes possible. I just want to make enough to get by. And maybe afford something on the side once in a while.

Then BOOM idea. I could learn to cook something. Find something I like the sound of and learn to cook it. There we go. There we go. I just realized I said that twice. There we go. Third times the charm.

I suppose I better actually post this. It's been sitting in this tab for a while. Like a good little blog post. Logo for my design assignment is finished. Now I just need to show my visual journey. Which is a series of drawings.

And bugger an end statement. I'll do without it.