Every time I think of something I have an urge to go and write a blog about it. However this means that the blogs consist of about 3 lines. So I have collated the things into a superpost. Which probably won't be that long either.
Point 1. I hate how some people have the ability to just shrug off an incident like nothing happened. It makes it seem like the effort I put worrying about it and apologizing was worth nothing. Of course apologies make everything better. Provided they are meant with sincerity. And even then sometimes It doesn't work. But we have no other way of apologizing sometimes. If it's something you say and then they don't talk how are you supposed to convince them with actions. Actions speak louder than actions by we are limited by what action we can take.
Point 2. A feel like I should be fitter. I'm strong and tall. Maybe handsome. Yet after sprinting a little while I keel over and die. I feel like I should be able to write songs. I love music, it's not as visible as some people's love but its there. So why can't I create it. And I have an answer to that, it's because I imitate. I don't create. Even when making character's and places I just take concepts and characters I've seen or heard somewhere else and combine them with something else. I feel like a fraud.
Point 3. This isn't a story concept. It's a location concept. A place or planet where massive weather and climate shifts take place every 7 and a half hours roughly. The only thing I've come up with to explain this is Massive Pole Shifts. There's a Wikipedia article on this but it says that it's not possible. But I don't care, I'm a writer god dammit. If I can't take poetic licence what do I do?
Point 4. I want to spend a day doing nothing. I want to spend a day listening to music loud and drawing and writing and bouncing idea's off friends. I want a day with no responsibilities, no pressure, no school, no work. Just me and my friends. I'm not sure if this is like my ex's want to run away for a day. Maybe it is maybe it isn't. But I've had this want for a while. The only thing I wanted that was different to my ex's idea now that I think about it is, I don't think I'd go anywhere and I wanted my love-life to be a very big part of that day. It's a bad idea sometimes. I mean what do your friends do when your off kissing and cuddling? Never thought that through. Never really wanted to. Sometimes an Idea should stay an Idea.
Point 5. I want to learn to cook. Not just cook like a household, don't burn the potatoes kind of way. But a real fancy kind of way. Well presented and that sort of stuff. One day maybe. After school with a bit of money and a job under my belt. Or maybe tomorrow. Apple sorbet, Banoffee pie, Spring rolls, seared cod, and make a good presentable salad. It's sounds nice, incredible even. I just need something to spur me on.
That's the 5 points. Not in chronological order. And I've now got a spur to learn to cook. I've got to do something otherwise I'm going to go mad. I need hectic pace right now. The one thing I didn't need when I had a girlfriend. It's odd how things change. Poetic even.
In the name of the Emperor, Finish this!
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